Today, I got offered something. I got crowded, and offered to join a gang. ._. ...real bad news.
    I said "no." ...so the guy-who, was my friend.. gets this look on his face an gets up in mine and he's like "Y'know what that means right?" And I'm like. "well...since you offered, and I refused, You're most likely going to get your members, and jump me. ...it's a gang thing." and he's like "No shit. I've been in a gang since ten. (O.o so now, that already sounds like lies.) I know how gangs work, ..I'm gonna give you one more chance to make me change my mind." Well..um...yeah, so I replied again. "I'm not scared. if you're going to let something like a click ruin a good friendship-it's your choice. You know me. I'm trustworthy, and when I say, I'm not scared...I'm not scared. So..it's your choice."
And he backed up, looked at me pulled up his pants apathetically, grunted and turned the corner... So, Most likely I'm in for it. But I don't care. I might, fight back. Might just let them beat me...and..do...what...gang members do to girls who say no. -_-()..I'm not scared..just adrenaline won't stop pumping. ....My hands are shaky.



            Um. pray for me.